Toasted-Bananna

havent spent more than 3 nights apart from my other half in over 2 years....now i cant see him for 2 weeks .....im struggling. skype isnt the same

Rant...i hate ranting I rarely do it but as very few of you actually know me or even read my journels so i see it as not really casuing any repucutions and this I have to vent. I deal with the slander, i can deal with the nastyness and offenssive and hurtful comments about about my appreance, but do not try and take someone important away from me....ever. you had no right! It went on for too long and you made me believe there was something wrong with me! All you did was try and grind me down, but after you i am nw the opposite I am so much stronger. The fact you have made me feel like this shows how nasty you were, because I am very rarley angry, in fact i can not remember the last time i was, but this not only made me feel the worst i have ever felt but also the angryest.....something i hate. I can honestly say i really do not understand some people  who set out to orchistrate someone elses misery. I have moved on alot since then and cut you out of my life so stop trying to worm your way back in. You have everything and you tried to take the one thing so presious to me.


....rant over, sorry if you do actualy read this, i hate even writting this, im not one to voice such things but I genuanly believe i would have exploded if i didnt.

TWO new nephews in the space of a month and a half! Congratualtions to both familys!

ITS CHRIIIIIIIIIISTMAS!!!!!!!....almost. can no t wait for christmas this year i now get to spend it with my family which i originaly i was unable to do! so happpy ^^ tis the season of family, mince pies and mulled wine omnomnom. wishing you all a very merry christmas and a happy new year!!

p.s if you are viewing my page first of all THANKYOU but also there are more to view in my devious folder that do not appear in the main folder as for some reason i was unable to upload anyother way.